I don't know where it all went wrong, but it did. I was a typical hyperactive little boy who was always into mischief. I wasn't bad, I just liked attention, and still do. Somewhere along the line, after my fathers death, I chose to run with a crowd that pushed the envelope. School became a thorn in my side and I spent most of my time looking out the windows yearning to be elsewhere or drawing in my notebook. My grades began failing in the sixth grade and through high school. Teachers and principals passed me on what I thought was social promotion, but would later find was something they knew about me that I didn't even know about myself. I began drinking at age 16 and spent my first night in jail shortly after turning 17. It would be the first in several minor clashes with the law. Joining the army at 18, I found a new life for a short while until alcohol got me removed from the great army school I was in. Drugs became the next step in my walk down the wrong road and would lead from pot to heroin and cocaine in a short period of time. I reached a point where I wanted something better so I began college at the insistance of a friend and with the promise of money through the GI Bill. Art school was fun and I did well until the drugs took over again and I found little time to attend school. In 1976, I was arrested for a robbery I had no knowledge of and was sentenced to 25 years in prison. It was during this time that I began to see clearly that I had a choice to make with my life. I attended college in prison and earned a Bachelors degree in psychology during my stay. I was given a job with the prison school district as an illustrator for vocational curriculum. My job pushed me over the edge in my desire to be an artist. I began drawing and painting and won my first award while behind the bars. Finishing college before I made parole required that I take correspondence course in physics to make up some hours I needed in science to graduate. The professor grading my papers took an interest in me and began writing and visiting. He and his wife asked if I would like to come live with them and their two young children until I could get on my feet. Not having a family of my own to help, and having been turned down for my first parole, I decided to say yes. My new found friends took me to church with them where I heard things that moved something within me. I searched deeper and found a new life; the life God had been trying to get me to lead all along. The life I fought with alcohol, drugs and anything else I could to keep from being one of those squares my friends and I hated so much. Over the next year, I would meet a lady who was to become not only my wife, but my greatest supporter. Believing in me led her to offer me a two year plan to build my business while she paid all the bills. During that time we went to a show in Atlantic City New Jersey where we would eventually come into contact with over 300 fine craft galleries that would carry my work. My work not only sold well but I became the recipient of several awards. It has been 26 years since my release. My work has grown in it's diversity from watercolor drawings to architectural glass, to fine functional crafts, back to architectural glass and to drawing. Writing has become a hobby and has led me to find rest with my past. I have involved myself in prison ministry so that I can let those I left behind know that there is hope in the Good News of Christ and that their lives can change. I also speak with many parents who have children in trouble. I feel an obligation to work with these kids. Having made my own decisions in life I encourage parents not, too readily, to take responsibility for the mistakes of their kids. So often I tried to see the events of my life as coincidence or serendipity but after so much evaluation I see now that it was the intervention of God that brought about the things that have transpired. My story is one of redemption and grace. I was truly dead and now I am alive; was truly blind and now can see. Writings about my experiences in prison and other stories can be found in WRITINGS. |
| MY STORY |
| Sitting on the chapel steps at the Walls unit. Huntsville, Texas |